I need love. I want to be loved. I dream about having a boyfriend that will be my future husband. I'm lonely. I live in a world surrounded by people who fall in and out of love like its nothing. To me it would be something. To me it IS something. I want to touch, hold, kiss, feel him. I want to be loved. I want love. I need love, before I fall apart from being lonely for to long.
August 2011
That moment when you're running late and you can't find what you're looking for
Guys must read this.
- Boy: I broke up with her.
- His Best Friend: What happened?
- Boy: She’s just too much for me.
- His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
- Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
- His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
- Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
- His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
- Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
- His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
- Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
- His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
- Boy: Well, she..
- His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
- Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
- His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
I hate that I've fallen for you when I'm going to push you away because of my own insecurities. Every little thing reminds me of you, I spend so much of each day thinking about you and I think you're perfect. Part of me wishes you'll tell me how you feel about me tomorrow so I can push you away quickly before I get too attached, and the other part of me wishes you'll wait longer, so maybe I'll be confident enough with myself to be with you when the time comes. The line we're walking along at the moment is blissful and torturing at the same time, I really don't know what to do. I want to take the jump but... I'm scared.
Im ready for the jump now, but are you?
I wish you were the same as when I met you. I miss that guy I feel in love with. I hate it when you go through those phases; I hate seeing you this way. I hate it that after all of the things we’ve gone through. I hate it that I somehow managed to love you unconditionally.
“I think the most painful things in life are caused by the unknown problems. Ya know? It’s not like your boyfriend breaking up with you, because you know to heal your broken heart, you have to try to move on from him. But if you don’t really have a reason for why you cry yourself to sleep at night because you’re not sure what’s causing your tears … well, how do you heal from that? Where do you start?”
—(via eletheowl)
Dieting isn't fun, but then again, being fat isn't either.
57) That fucked up moment when you're sitting and look at your thighs.
Whenever I feel a bit of comfortable with my body this is the moment that ruins everything.
“She’s suffering the consequences of letting other people’s opinions get to her.”
—(via eletheowl)
“Only time will determine when and how you’re going to move on. Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be, but eventually one day you’ll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way, that piercing feeling you’ve always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice.”
—(via wordsandlyrics)
A Real Girl.
A real girl would give you all the reasons why NOT to be with her. For instance, she can be a bitch sometimes, she gets easily jealous when she sees other girls talk to you, she’ll get mad at the little things & make it a big deal, she’ll argue with you on & on about how she hates the way she looks & her weight, she has trust issues & tends to assume the worst, she talks & chills with more guys than girls. But, if you can deal with all that, then you deserve her.
“I can’t promise you a perfect relationship. I can’t promise you we’ll never fight. I can’t promise you I won’t get jealous. But I can promise you it will be worth it. I can promise you I will make you happy. I will make you proud to say I’m your girl. I can promise you a good time every time we’re together. Just keep your word & I’ll keep mine. As long as your staying, I’m trying. Promise.”
—(via loveisjustanexcuse)
48798.) I miss you so much, it's becoming too much to bear.
“Change is a funny thing. We are never quite sure what we are becoming, or why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are, and how we got there.”
—(via eletheowl)
A faithful man.
- A faithful man is a man who avoids situations where he could cheat.
- he would not do things that could make you jealous.
- he would always assure you that you’re the only girl he’s in love with, and that he loves you more than anything else.
- he would not ignore you.
- he would never compare you to his ex-girlfriends.
- he would always love you. always.
When you meet someone who gets your sense of humor no matter how stupid it may be
I seriously dont know what i want in life, im so confuse and i can never make up my mind
“i have this strange feeling that i’m not myself anymore. it’s hard to put into words, but i guess it’s like i was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. that sort of feeling.”
—sputnik sweetheart, haruki murakami (via milkatmidnight)
It is said you get what you give. Truth is, you give it your all and sometimes you get nothing back. That is life and another lesson learned.
